cruz's life

2006-07-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

sorry for not blogging for the past few days... hehe... was quite busy... went to work on friday... den at night went to ah wong's mum's funeral... hais... sadded suddenly this kind of thing happen... hope that wong will not take this blow too hard... hmmm... den at night darius joseph and jin come my house taunt... quite fun but everybody very shag... hehe... the next day i slept at home den evening meet up wit darius... at night he cum my house taunt again... sunday was the most boring day... stayed at home the whole day... was also quite suay... today my uncle called me and told me that my grandfather lost money... and everyone blame it on me... hais... y like that... i didn't even take... but its ok... as long i never take i will not be scared of anything... today quite fun... went to sentosa only wit jin darius and rich... den we met up wit another group of friends... quite fun after wendy came... we toked alot... felt something between us... but i noe that she got stead liao and i still waiting for her... hais... confused... she don't even care about me... don even wanna tok to me in msn... hais... at night went to marina bay... tried another restraunt called chong pang... sounds like chong pang hawker centre right... hehe... the food there quite nice but there's something missing... PORK... my favourite... i had to settle down wit chicken instead... but never mind i still had fun...

2006-06-24T16:32:00.000+08:00

hais... life have been quite terrible for me... she dun wanna reply my sms or talk to me in msn sia... wat to do!!! i'm going crazy liao... hais... never mind... today my grandmother birthday... dun wanna spoil mood... after that still having a party wit my brothers at ms... hehe... see u all later...

2006-06-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

sorry peeps... sorry for not blogging for the past few days... i was reading my company's OPM( operation procedure manual )... haha... trying to improve my knowlege about procedures in the kitchen... also trying to shoot ppl... haha... prove to them i am not jus a part time staff who come and go... wahaha... thats all for today... after endless nights of studying its time for me to take a good night's sleep... hehe...

a fulfilling day

2006-06-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

today was awsome... the day started off wit having lunch wit my dad... haha... after so many years this was the first time he ask me out for lunch!!! so happy... hehe... den i went to work after that... had my first official meeting wit fei fei... haha... paid close attention to wat he was saying... first time work so attentive... hehe... den taught black bird do cook... was slow at first... but he picked up quite fast after awhile... haha... and the day goes... work work work... at night washed the freaking charboiler... talked to andrew about all sorts of things... things date from his young days... his first galfriend... haha... he also passed me the SL training booklet to have a reference of wat i hope to be in the future... i realli want to thank him alot as i feel that he is nurturing me alot... trying to make me give my 101%... i realli appreciate the chance given by the management team...

father's day!!!

2006-06-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

It's father's day... firstly i would like to wish all father's a happy father's day... actually wanna go out and chiong wit friends today one... but because its father's day den i stay at home to accompany my family... so long never accompany them ler... hais... i'm so not fillial... haha... in the morning went for tuition... the tuition today fun sia... the teacher AJKLJS( act ji ki lan kiao sei ) wanna shoot me left right up down... but in the end she was the one being shot! haha... fun fun fun... later treating my family to a feast at hanabi restraunt... hope that they will go bahs... talking about hope... hmm... actually wat is hope? will all of our hope come true? i really don noe... i feel that hope is jus to bluff us... make us happy only... will come true or not depends really on the factors around us... hehe... cruz signing off...

blogging again

2006-06-18T03:14:00.000+08:00

haha... i am back blogging again... hope to maintain this blog... failed to maintain my past 3 blogs... sometimes i don't noe y my life is so troubled... hais... i have so much to trouble about... money, pressure from my family, pressure given by the management in the company i'm working at... hais... worst still is that the person who i in love wit don't even have feelings for me... hais... almost one year ler lehs... until now i still haven give up... i'm so pathetic right... i noe there are much more better choices outside... but i still have trust in myself that she's the one for me... i need someone like u to control me... i have quitted all my bad habits... i changed for the better already... y can't u just give me a chance... hais... realli very sad...